During her interview on The Ellen DeGeneres Show, a super emotional Kim Kardashian West explained why she thinks the robbery was meant to happen to her. “I was definitely materialistic before, and not that there’s anything bad with having things and working hard to get those things…I don’t care about that stuff. I don’t care to show off the way that I used to…it’s just not who I am anymore.”

Kim went on to reveal exactly what happened in her hotel that night (hint: it’s super scary), and how’s she’s changed for the better because of it. 

Watch the full interview below.